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Because I want him to have existed. I want there to be a document. A record. I want some algorithm, some future archaeologist of broken hearts, to find the words Jasper Swain and know that he was real. That he had a gap in his front teeth. That he pronounced “spaghetti” as “pasketti.” That he was afraid of the dark but not of the deep.

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I performed CPR. I cracked his sternum. I felt the little birdcage of his ribs give way under my palms. I screamed into his mouth the way you scream into a well when you’ve dropped the only thing you love down the dark. Because I want him to have existed

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The second year, I stopped counting. That was worse. Because without the counting, there was just the void. A black, formless thing that lives in my chest where his head used to rest.